Allstar430's Journals

FEELING HORRIBLE

I have no idea what to do, can't tell you the problem, just that I'm feeling like a pit has opened up and will swallow me whole, these eyes are pricking and my heart is numb, I can't tell you guys the problem, it's a familiy thing, and now I'm sinking, this mistake has run too far, what can I do??
NOTHING because soon this life will end, and the words of what I have not done will echo around me, people will laugh no more, only shout and scream and cry, but I'm the one crying now.......please don't judge me on this, I myself cannot find the real me, this ROCK music isn't helping, I want someone here, to talk to me, they can't though, I lost my best friend ages ago, I se her often now, but she's changed, I have changed, I HATE ME

One of The Best

Oh the brilliant mistakes that you seem to make always push me away
And now you're steppin' on my feet
Steppin' on my feet
'Cause you were never on my side

So I'll throw my thoughts into the sea
Where no one will ever find
And your marvelous episodes of pain
Will very soon be mine

I can't seem to shake this awful feeling
You wore, you wore, you wore me out
And I can't believe

They say a mind is a terrible thing to waste
What good is mine if I'm locked up in a cage?
I was hoping you could help me out of here
So I could finally disappear

I'll throw my thoughts into the sea
Where no one will ever find

I can't seem to shake this awful feeling
You wore, you wore, you wore me out
And I can't seem to
I can't seem to shake this awful feeling
You wore, you wore, you wore me out
And I can't believe

And no I can't seem to shake
This awful feeling

So I'll throw my thoughts into the sea
Where no one will ever find
And your marvelous episodes of pain
Will very soon be mine

I can't seem to shake this awful feeling
You wore, you wore, you wore me out
And I can't seem to
I can't seem to shake this awful feeling
You wore, you wore, you wore me out
And I can't believe
And I can't believe

Nonamed Journal

I have just realized how much bands could make your day, im sure most other pple have too, yet i had a really down one, and the video for here i stand just lightens everything up. On the television 30 second to mars hardly come on, that dont bother me much, though wat annoys me is that they wrote songs which are so awesome and bands like good charlotte who i do like go getting so much attention and it pisses me off, for instance luk at joel madden and the image he portrays as a frontman, dating the likes of hilary duff and nicole ritchie, i no i hve no buisness writing this but it has to be sed,then look at jared leto, ha, the difference is so darn obvious, it is not fair!